Stupid little girl

Sometimes life has a way of making you feel like a stupid little girl. Alcohol usually helps this sensation. My friend Fabian had a party last night at his house because he is going back to Germany next weekend (and I am going to miss him desperately) and it was lots of fun, but I got quite drunk and tumbled down his staircase twice. The second time I fell I injured my knee so I am now limping, it's quite painful, I think I've strained a ligament or something. Plus today I was really hungover cos I was on the cheap cheap spirits. Robin even wrote about my zanyness on his blog. Any time I hear an Australian song here I scream out about it lol it's a little tragic.

I was really drunk coming back and it was raining and I just felt like a stupid little girl who had been up to mischief... a stupid little girl far away from home who thought she knew everything but really was confused... a stupid little girl who was maybe a bit too trusting, both of others and of herself... and most of all a stupid little girl who had drunk far too much and was about one drink away from vomiting everywhere or passing out. Is alcohol my excuse to behave like a petulent child? I don't know, all I know is that last night was fun, but then it just became confusing and I ended up having a "boo hoo" drunk moment at the end.