I hate goodbyes

I hate goodbyes. Last night we had the Smoke Radio awards which was great fun but it was the beginning of saying goodbye to people... and I hate doing it. Tonight I am going to a friend Lizzy's costume party and I will probably have to say goodbye to even more people, particularly people I have gotten to know really well and spent a lot of time with, and it's going to be really really hard. This is harder than saying goodbye to my friends at home... because I knew that I would see them when I went back. Here, I have no idea if or when I will see these people again and they are like my London family. I will miss them a lot. It's really quite upsetting. At the same time, Lithuania and the world is calling me and I have to go and see it, but my excitement has been somewhat quashed by the whole goodbyes thing.